November 2011
74 posts
confessions #1-35
01. i am super picky when it comes to boys, like honestly this is the first guy i’ve liked in a year and a half.. and before that i was boy crazzzy.
02. i honestly am so scared to be that girl that turns into a crazy kid when she likes a guy that i often play ‘too hard’ to get, aka they never have any idea I might like them more than a friend.
03. I love to cuddle, honestly i...
Anonymous asked: u dont have a mom?? :(:(:(:(:(
35. i keep adopting people as my 'mothers' in hope...
Adopted K as my mother a few weeks ago, and honestly I adore her. She gives me hugs all the time, and just kind of mothers me. I love it.. I miss it… I wish I had it every night. You have no idea what I’d do just to hug her right now and talk to her. Any night, whether somethings wrong or not. I wish I could drive.. I’d be at her house right now. But I’ll always be too...
34. when i'm sad i only listen to sad songs.. and...
“i constantly compare myself to others, especially while riding. the thing is,...”
Anonymous asked: wait what happened with your coach? like what was the joke?
“sometimes i wonder if being an athlete is worth it. if the pain, emotions,...”
“it’s a sad thing, but sometimes you need to watch somebody else ride your...”
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33. i don't think people get how bad i feel..
okay so typed this long post out already and it didn’t send so short version: made a joke with my coach about her feeding my granola (sp) bars one time. It was a JOKE. But she took it to heart and today, months after I started the joke, that it really hurt her feelings. well I take things like this sooo hard, so I’m like stressing our entire phone conversation about how bad I must have...
we've all been pushed down, we've all all been...
1.Who’s the last person you talked to about sex? laura. 2.Have you ever sat in the back of a police car? no 3.Are you stubborn? ahhahahahahah, yes. 4.If you took a drug test right now, would you pass? yes. 5.Who was the last person to be on a bed with you? emma. 6.Do you tend to hold a grudge? not really 7.Who is the last person that pissed you off? charlotte
8.Whats something that bothers...
33. i spend too many hours sitting on the fence..
Okay, so the guy I kind of ‘like’ is my friends brother.. huge problem obviously. because I’m not really into the whole getting into a mess. but the thing is, his sister was joking around about it today. like eeyr time she mentions him she winks at me and i honestly feel like she’s trying to set us up.. which is weird, like i don’t know if she just knows we’d be...
“i’ve got dreams. i will reach them, no matter what they say. the amount of...”
“we are determinded. we are stubborn. we are winners. we are losers. we are hard...”
Anonymous asked: don't go after your friend's brother. Take it from me. you feel like you're keeping secrets from them after a while.
32. i always fall for the people i can't have..
not that I’e really fallen for him, but seriously the guy I get along with just happens to be one of my friends brother… FML. :/ why me?
tumblr people are so kind. why is the rest of the...
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31. another bad lesson...
well, J just gets super sarcastic when you start failing.. so it was all chirps and me riding like a monkey. Actually, a monkey would have probably had more talent. Honestly, J puts it up and I looked at Emma and said “Is she trying to kill us?”. It was like 2’6” and I was thought there was a good chance of death.. it was THAT bad. We knocked rails on the 2’ mini...
so what is this i'm hearing about no more tumblr?
30. people disapoint me constantly... and it's...
christmas...
I need help thinking of gifts for people.
J- amazing coach, love her. i was thinking possibly under armour because she gets cold all the time? And maybe a hat + mittens to go with it, since like tight spandex isn’t exactly something people wear over the age of twenty-eight and I want her to realize it’s to keep warm haha. She totally complimented mine, which is where I got the idea...
“sometimes, life gets in the way. school work becomes oberwhelming, time becomes...”
“the thing is, we are always happier at the barn. it doens’t matter how bad...”
i'm starting to like shadbellies more and more for...
“the sad thing about the equestrian world is that we are often held back by...”
you'll never know everything about somebody.. but... →
height: 5’4”. But I often say I’m 5’3, because I honestly feel like I’m shorter than that..
Shoe Size: 7.5, though for multiple years I thought I was an 8/9. Awks.
Sexual Orientation: straight.
Do you Smoke? no, tried it once.. nearly gagged and thought it was the most disgusting thing ever
Do you Drink? meh, not really. but i’m not against it and I will...
that awkward moment when you tell the police...
my oh my
And of course I forgot to pay J : s haha, awkward. I had the money in my pocket but totally forgot, and she didn't ask so really it's both our faults haha. So I called her to tell her I forgot to pay her, just so I wasn't rude kind of thing. K is me.. because I'm Kansas lol
J: "Yeah I know, you can just get me next week"
K: "What if I just stopped riding for you now, saved myself some money"
J: "Oh yeah, just go and stiff me"
K: "Yeah I won't be back next week.. sorry!"
J: "I know you will be"
K: "You would make a terrible CEO"
J: "I could have chased you down for it.."
K: "Yeah I guess you can be mean sometimes.. mean enough to yell at parents to get their kids off your fence line"
J: "Yeah, exactly"
*insert rando conversation here*
K: "Alright J, Go call your sister already!"
J: "Go study already!"
K "I already am!"
J: "Well fine. I'll talk to you wednesday.. or probably before that"
K: "Yeah I guess I'll call you.."
J: "good"
K: "you actually WANT me to call you?"
J: "yes" (what? say what? janet likes me? ;) )
K: "Alright, well then I'll call you on the weekend. Bye"
J: "K bye, have a great night"
K: "Love you"
*Hang up after I realise what I just said before it gets awkward* My Life is So NOT Average.
ain't no use in trying to slow me down, 'cause...
So rode tonight, despite the fact I have a major throat infection. It was a lesson, and since I didn’t have one last week I convinced my mom to let me go. I feel a lot better, but it was obvious I was sick. I started out alright but then was slouching, right leg was slipping(that’s my strong leg..), like I just kind of lost it eq wise as the lesson went on- plus Lex got tired, which...
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“we as equestrians are part of a team, a team comparable to none. a team that has...”
“in society we hate the dreamers for thinking they can do anything because...”
“everyone has a passion. something that can make them cry for no reason,...”
“Don’t lower your expectations to meet your performance. Raise your level of...”
– Ralph Marston (via lareveusee)
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